Gratitude

This week was a rough week.  There were unexpected twists and turns, and a to-do list that wasn't relenting despite my need to just sit and "be."  Last night as we were going to bed I wondered aloud to Steve what God was trying to do to me this week. What was I being tested for?  I somewhat giggled to myself at all that I had going on even though nothing was particularly funny.

I woke up with a peace draped over me.  A sense of gratitude for all that I have in my life.  I am surrounded by the most wonderful people.  I say that with sincerity. I was overwhelmed with the love and support that poured out around me this week.  I am one lucky woman and I promise never to forget it.

I woke up feeling thankful for my three beautiful children and all that they have given to me in their short lives.  The chaos, the smiles, the heart ache and the moments that only mommies know about when your heart is just bursting with pride simply because they are yours.

I woke up feeling thankful for friends who give us reasons to celebrate(more on that another time!). I am thankful for being able to share the comfort of our home with others.

I am thankful for so many things and maybe this week God was seeing how much I could handle.  Maybe he was testing how far along my spiritual path I've moved in the last year.  Perhaps he was checking to see if I'd ask him for support.  Those are questions I of course will never have answered but if nothing else I've been reminded of all that I have to be thankful for in my life and for that ... I have gratitude.